dinsdag 22 juni 2010

Elbow - Red

elbow - red

Come as you are sweetheart, come as you are.
You know you've got nothing to prove
I'll put you to bed you can let it all go
You've been playing too rough lately

You burn too bright
You live too fast
This can't go on too long
You're a tragedy starting to happen
Just as you are. Perfect just as your are
I'll give you the time you deserve.
Don't make those promises
Don't tell me again.
That dust is gonna settle your nerves.

the nails today

and again.. from a youtube tutorial

zondag 20 juni 2010

the last time i got my nails done...

i get my inspiration from youtube.


donderdag 17 juni 2010


ik snap er werkelijk de ballen niet van.
ik heb er geen zin meer in, ik wil niet meer daar zijn waar jij bent.
ik wil niet meer proberen, of hopen dat het veranderd.
ik wil geen saaie dingen doen, dat komt wel als ik 50 ben.
ik wil meer, meer van jou en meer uit het leven halen.
na zo'n lange tijd weet ik niet meer waar ik het voor doe.
maar ik ben er gewoon te moe voor, geen zin meer om er nog iets voor te doen. het is jouw beurt, maar die heb je al heel vaak afgeslagen.

en nu heb ik er een eind aan gemaakt.

we're done my love.

dinsdag 15 juni 2010

bmw one series

o oh ohhhh i want this to be my car.
it's classy, feminine and wayy too expensive. :(

rang rang!


i have passed my driverslicense!!! woo now i can drive fiiinallyyy!
im soo excited. cause at first i thought i would never pass for the pirst time, but i did!! yeaahhh

donderdag 27 mei 2010


how can i possibly be calm als er een examinator naast me zit? tussentijdsetoets gehad, gelukkig vrijstelling gekregen maar ik ben nog een balletje op de weg.

suck it up dus hilda!!

vrijdag 21 mei 2010


okay, so lately i've been quite busy, and i love it. but when i take a look at how my life is right now, i have some complaining to do:

friends: i love my best friends, and we hang out a lot. we have lazy sundays and have tea when we can. they call me when they want to hang out and the other way around. 

but then again, you have friends like, your besties, and friends like.. saturday friends. the ones you only hang out with right before and when you go out for drinks and dancing. these friends are bugging me lately. they call you their friend as in, the one you can hang out with, always. and then you find them hanging out, having fun and letting the world know it. ( and not calling you..) so where do i stand then??

my job: i love my job, i work at a perfumery and working my way up. 
when i work there, it's mostly selling and advising. but i would love to do make up. be a make up artist.
so i've suggested this to my boss, and they would love to help me. so maybe when i have enough skills and experience, i want to work behind the scenes.

and then we have my future: 
about 6 months ago, i wanted to have my own magazine and be a photographer. but that wasn't working because the level is too high. it felt like my 'dream' was crushed. i'm sure if i put my everything in this, it would work. but i have no clue how to get there.
i would have a biiig salary every month if i continued to work as a graphic designer (or go to school), but office jobs are just not meant for me. so it's my fault i'm pretty much broke every month because i have a job that i love and pays like shit, instead of doing a job i like but would be sick of after 6 months that pays like fuck.


when i get my portfolio online, i want it to look like this. it's simple, creative, it looks good and i love the way they used pictures and headings.

why sl

so lately ive been searching on ebay for some nice stuff to buy. and i've found this lovely bracelet for me to wear. hope it will arrive soon because i can't wait!!

bow down pt2

and this is what it looks like when i put all of my hair in the bow. haha. 

bow down.

the one thing i use youtube for, are tutorials. and they work so much better when they are on video. so two days ago i've tried the gaga bow. but my hair is wayyyy to thick to made everything fit in there. so it’s just the front that made it look good ;p

donderdag 13 mei 2010